Seems it's been a while I didn't visit this site. Many things happened in my life.. Good things and bad things passed me by.
First of all, I'm going to greet you all a Blast Happy New Year 2012. In my personal idea, 2011 was a really great year in my life..
My plan to get resigned was cancelled.. I postponed my plan to work abroad in next several months, to be exact, when I got the chance of course :D Feel like I've never been ready enough to do so.. so scared and not confidence..
And about my love-life.. this thing is the most interesting part for me. Finally, after years, after once I didn't let myself to have a start with him, the one I've always wanted to be my mate, I found my courage to ask him to be my boyfriend.. I was so ashamed that time.. Really. it wasn't what a girl like me does, make a shot to someone.
Now, we've been together as an item for five months. It's just amazing to not have a real fight at all for five months. We probably don't talk much.. We only meet once a week.. Also we don't text a lot.. At some points, it kind of weird. But that's the way we live this relationship and we feel comfortable with it..
But still.. I don't wanna say I love him, yet. I don't know. Five months , it's just too early to define these feelings as a love. All I can say, I feel completed for having him by my side. I just don't need to be someone else every time he's around. And for you guys outside, I'm sorry to say.. I'm no longer available now.. I'm taken.. :P
First of all, I'm going to greet you all a Blast Happy New Year 2012. In my personal idea, 2011 was a really great year in my life..
My plan to get resigned was cancelled.. I postponed my plan to work abroad in next several months, to be exact, when I got the chance of course :D Feel like I've never been ready enough to do so.. so scared and not confidence..
And about my love-life.. this thing is the most interesting part for me. Finally, after years, after once I didn't let myself to have a start with him, the one I've always wanted to be my mate, I found my courage to ask him to be my boyfriend.. I was so ashamed that time.. Really. it wasn't what a girl like me does, make a shot to someone.
Now, we've been together as an item for five months. It's just amazing to not have a real fight at all for five months. We probably don't talk much.. We only meet once a week.. Also we don't text a lot.. At some points, it kind of weird. But that's the way we live this relationship and we feel comfortable with it..
But still.. I don't wanna say I love him, yet. I don't know. Five months , it's just too early to define these feelings as a love. All I can say, I feel completed for having him by my side. I just don't need to be someone else every time he's around. And for you guys outside, I'm sorry to say.. I'm no longer available now.. I'm taken.. :P
